Well, looks like the fight we put up isn't worth it.

Siti, Siti's sis, I'm backing out of this.
It isn't worth it. And neither am I.
I don't mind and I don't matter.

I suck nuts as a person and I stink badly as a friend.
It's either that or everyone else has no common sense.

It's probably the former, isn't it.

I hate what I have been doing to myself lately.
And I'm trying my best to make my life meaningfull.

It's lucky that my 1st choice is not identical to all of you.
I don't think I can bear too look straight into your eyes and not cry.


Do me a favour, ignore me on posting day.
I'm invisible.

And to the rest of the world, don't talk to me about this unless you know all the facts.

It's good I have a blog. If not I would have done things so....


unexplainable.



SHAHIDAH-